work ss today.. didnt wish for this.. but i know sth wrong inside sakura alr suddenly cant breathe properly.. idk and don wanna know somehow felt scare already.. juz wanna find dear at that moment but cant find her.. went punch out ler.. saw her walking up but cant manage to call her.. breathing dam hard alr.. and saw her walk up ler.. i know she angry wif me ler.. and went locker room.. head fking numb.. after that walk outside sakura everything was back to normal again.. thanks brian for the concern juz now.. but still cant avoid it.. staff meeting tmr..