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Met up with dear almost everyday, My forever addiction. I love you piggy :)
I'll blog some other time. Super tired :/
Thursday, I all the while thought my lesson was 1 pm. But it's 12 pm! Haha.. Was an hour late for lesson. Whole clique didn't went to school. Sigh. Super bored! Mood was super down for the day. Chatted on phone with dear at night. Quarreled over some minor stuff >.< I know i was in the wrong. Didn't had mood that day. I'm sorry. Reflected on myself for the whole night X_x
Jun wei.. Stop taking things for granted! The world ain't yours! Fuck myself. I'm sorry, I was too selfish. Didn't care about your feelings. Promise i won't do it again. I'll let my action show it. Cherishing you more then ever. I don't wanna lose you :( I'm really glad that everything is cleared up now.
Okay, i guess it's time to stop being so emotional.
Send dear to school this morning. Met up with Melvin at Admiralty for breakfast. And then off to Sembawang to meet other group members. Got so pissed off waiting for them -.- Nevermind. Went to meet dear at Plaza. Spent the whole day with dear at home. Hehe. And then send her back home after that. Today was great! I love you dear! *Bite bite. LOL
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you, Qi mei!
Can't wait to see you tomorrow! Although it's work again :/ But still :D I LOVE YOU!
Rushed back to Panjang after that. Dear was waiting for me like almost 2 hour already. I'm really sorry. Although i didn't ask you to wait but still.. That guilty feelings still flows around :/ You get what i mean ya. I'm really sorry if i acted weird somehow. But still i didn't want you to worry for me. I can't forget that incident that happened the other time. You hated me for that :( That why i insist on sending you home my dear. I hope you can understand. It's really hurting when you wrote those stuff on your personal message. My tears almost rolled down.. I really didn't mean that way. I know love you me. I can feel it. And yah, that's the way i feel about you too. Let's not get both of us moody with such minor stuff alright ? You promised me something last night! Can't wait to see you again ;)
Woke up real early today. Rushed to school but still.. I'm late for about 15 minutes. But guess what ? That bald head ain't at class at all! Till 8.50am, We went down to the canteen and saw him having his breakfast. It's like what the fuck. It's a freaking exam you freaking bald head! You didn't even inform us when you changed the timing for it. Get your freaking ass back to india and teach la. So what's next? You made us wait for like more then an hour and then vent all your anger on us? No wonder your head is always bald. Didn't even have the mood to even concentrate on my exam. And yeah, waited for like 2 hour and then was informed that S/W was canceled ? How stupid can teacher in my school get ? I seriously can't wait to get out from this school la. Forget it.
Fetching dear from school later. I miss you! ;)
Oh well, Sister got so emotional just now and message me. She's worry about O's, goals in life and even her future. I suddenly thought a lot about it as well. What are we living for ? What is our goals in life ? Hmm, people live for many different kinds of reason. Or perhaps some doesn't even have a reason to live. Life is about ? Being happy ? Being able to handle stress around you ? Yeah, but sometimes nobody can explain what's life.. A goal in life isn't something you live for it. It's something you live in order achieve it. That doesn't mean you have to die if you don't know what you're living for. You can live for yourself! Okay.. for me ? I didn't think about it until just now.. What do i really wanna achieve in life ? Yeah, here my answer. I want a good career in future, A happy family for myself and my child. I don't wanna depend on anyone. And i know that nobody can help me with this. I'm the only one who can make this possible. Haha, yah. Finally manage to calm her down. All the best for your O's uh.
And dear, I'm loving you more and more each day! You're my favorite hello and hardest goodbye.. Sometimes i really hate to say goodbye. Cause i can't wait till the next time I'll be seeing you again. I miss you!
Yeah, I'm glad that you went back at 9pm on Saturday. Didn't have to feel the awkwardness while doing closing. And thanks for not coming to work this afternoon as well.
So what's wrong with me and Qi mei being together ? I know it's so unexpected and shocked most of you guys. But yes, I'm serious about her. I love her. So who else has comment about it ?
Okok.. Enough of all those stuff. Worked for lunch today. Went to The Cathay to watch "Pandorum" with dear after work. The movie was ok-ok only, Wasn't as good as expected. Yeah, the whole day was fun with you by my side. Tomorrow your school re-open already. Jiayou okay ? :) I'm so looking forward to the next time I'll be seeing you again. I guess I'll post till here. Else she's gonna say that i didn't go to sleep again. Haha
And lastly.. I love you, Qi mei.
I don't know why i kept having the feeling that everyone is trying to get near her. Yeah, As a boyfriend.. Wouldn't you get jealous ? Oh well, i guess i shouldn't care so much.. I guess i'll give her all the freedom she need. Don't wanna stop her from doing anything.. Let's just keep those stuff to myself..
And yeah.. He's coming back to work today. I know you'll definitely feel awkward with him and me around. Let's just put the past away yah ? :) Hopefully i can control my emotion by then.
It's time to prepare for work! Blog again next time ya.
Don't you just hate it when people doesn't reply your messages ? :/
3 more days till piggy's school re-open! Hmm.. Fetching dear from work later at night. I MISS YOU!
School is boring! We're doing all those lame revision everyday.. Lot's of lesson got canceled for no reason. Duh. I seriously don't know what to blog about.. Haha, Till next time people!
Dear, Sometimes I wish I could take all your problems away. And there's so many things that I want you to know.. I'm felt so touched after seeing what you text me the other day, I almost cried after seeing that message. It was so unexpected yet surprising. The previous night was terrible, I went to the park after you said those thing to me. Didn't have the courage to reply neither answer you call. I'm sorry. I thought alot for that very night. It was 4 am in the morning when i was walking in the park. Tears kept rolling down my cheeks and i thought that it's really over. I still remembered the next day, on the 9th. The first message you text me was " Piggy ". You really sounded like nothing happen yesterday. I felt very depress. And i think again. Is it really over? Guess i was too tired for the day. Slept my afternoon on my sofa. Woke up and saw your nick on msn. What went wrong ? I really don't know what and where you read those " replacement of what piggy " about. I called you straight and wanted to find out what happen. You told me nothing and hung up my call. It felt so strange. That feeling makes me feel that you still care about me. I didn't gave up, I kept messaging you after that. And yeah, You finally said what's on your mind. In the morning you told me that there's something you really really wanna do. I kept asking but you don't wanna tell me. I still remember that very sentence you text-ed me. You said you didn't bear to hurt me, and you finally realize that you really love me. The thing that you wanted to do is to be with me. I thought i was dreaming at first and then i kept reading that message. My heart almost melted. It's like the happiest moment in my life. I took too many things for granted in the past. I don't wanna miss another chance. I'll cherish this relationship with you. I'll do anything and everything just to see you smile. I don't wanna see you sad anymore. I know you had a past. Let's live for the future instead of the past okay? I swear i'll make this last forever. And I'm really serious this time round. No matter what happen, I'll always be there for you. I promise :) I know that I'm not perfect. But all i wanna see is the smile on your face everyday.
I know you're having some problem lately. I wish i could be of help. It really hurt me to see you work like this. Your schedule is worst then a full timer now. I really don't wanna see you breakdown :( Promise me you'll take good care of yourself when I'm not around okay?
Wherever you go, I will be waiting.
Whenever you call, I will be there.
Whatever it takes, I’ll make your darkest days so bright.
I love you.
i ♥ you dear! :)
Went class chalet on the 7th and 8th
and then outing with sakae people!
Piggy! :)
Behind got someone extra -.-
♥.
Not in the mood for anything now.
Bye readers..
Super buzy.
Stay tune peeps! ;)
Will be back asap
With love,
JunWei
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Friday, October 30, 2009, 9:50 am
What a great morning to start filling with disappointment :/ Planned everything yesterday for today already. And yet everything is canceled cause she need to do her project. Sigh. Tried real hard to fake a smile infront of her. That feeling suck seriously. But still i did it. Heh. I don't even know what to do for the day. Goodbye people..Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 11:03 pm
Super busy these day yet fun!Met up with dear almost everyday, My forever addiction. I love you piggy :)
I'll blog some other time. Super tired :/
Monday, October 26, 2009, 8:27 am
Do you know how heart broken i was last night ? My eye was covered in tears for the whole night! YES, The whole night TILL NOW. Sigh. Utterly disappointed...Friday, October 23, 2009, 10:06 pm
Hello readers! :)Thursday, I all the while thought my lesson was 1 pm. But it's 12 pm! Haha.. Was an hour late for lesson. Whole clique didn't went to school. Sigh. Super bored! Mood was super down for the day. Chatted on phone with dear at night. Quarreled over some minor stuff >.< I know i was in the wrong. Didn't had mood that day. I'm sorry. Reflected on myself for the whole night X_x
Jun wei.. Stop taking things for granted! The world ain't yours! Fuck myself. I'm sorry, I was too selfish. Didn't care about your feelings. Promise i won't do it again. I'll let my action show it. Cherishing you more then ever. I don't wanna lose you :( I'm really glad that everything is cleared up now.
Okay, i guess it's time to stop being so emotional.
Send dear to school this morning. Met up with Melvin at Admiralty for breakfast. And then off to Sembawang to meet other group members. Got so pissed off waiting for them -.- Nevermind. Went to meet dear at Plaza. Spent the whole day with dear at home. Hehe. And then send her back home after that. Today was great! I love you dear! *Bite bite. LOL
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I love you, Qi mei!
Can't wait to see you tomorrow! Although it's work again :/ But still :D I LOVE YOU!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 12:44 pm
Hello people! What a fucked up day today. Sigh. Let's start from yesterday. Sent dear to school in the morning and went home for a really short nap. Went to school and got piss off by my class adviser. Sometimes i wondered, how stupid can she get? Oh well.. i guess i shouldn't mention what really happen. It's so freaking stupid. After that was the bald head's lesson. Got delayed all the way. What the hell is wrong with them la. I just lost all the mood for school.Rushed back to Panjang after that. Dear was waiting for me like almost 2 hour already. I'm really sorry. Although i didn't ask you to wait but still.. That guilty feelings still flows around :/ You get what i mean ya. I'm really sorry if i acted weird somehow. But still i didn't want you to worry for me. I can't forget that incident that happened the other time. You hated me for that :( That why i insist on sending you home my dear. I hope you can understand. It's really hurting when you wrote those stuff on your personal message. My tears almost rolled down.. I really didn't mean that way. I know love you me. I can feel it. And yah, that's the way i feel about you too. Let's not get both of us moody with such minor stuff alright ? You promised me something last night! Can't wait to see you again ;)
Woke up real early today. Rushed to school but still.. I'm late for about 15 minutes. But guess what ? That bald head ain't at class at all! Till 8.50am, We went down to the canteen and saw him having his breakfast. It's like what the fuck. It's a freaking exam you freaking bald head! You didn't even inform us when you changed the timing for it. Get your freaking ass back to india and teach la. So what's next? You made us wait for like more then an hour and then vent all your anger on us? No wonder your head is always bald. Didn't even have the mood to even concentrate on my exam. And yeah, waited for like 2 hour and then was informed that S/W was canceled ? How stupid can teacher in my school get ? I seriously can't wait to get out from this school la. Forget it.
Fetching dear from school later. I miss you! ;)
Monday, October 19, 2009, 8:10 pm
Today was great! I was totally shocked when dear wanted to send me to school. It's like traveling across half the Singapore just to send me to school. And then she have to take that almost one and a half hour journey back home. I'm really really touched my dear. I feel so 幸福 right now. Nobody has ever done that to me before. Haha. I can't wait to spend my life with you.. I know it's too early for me to say that. But she's part of my life already! :)Oh well, Sister got so emotional just now and message me. She's worry about O's, goals in life and even her future. I suddenly thought a lot about it as well. What are we living for ? What is our goals in life ? Hmm, people live for many different kinds of reason. Or perhaps some doesn't even have a reason to live. Life is about ? Being happy ? Being able to handle stress around you ? Yeah, but sometimes nobody can explain what's life.. A goal in life isn't something you live for it. It's something you live in order achieve it. That doesn't mean you have to die if you don't know what you're living for. You can live for yourself! Okay.. for me ? I didn't think about it until just now.. What do i really wanna achieve in life ? Yeah, here my answer. I want a good career in future, A happy family for myself and my child. I don't wanna depend on anyone. And i know that nobody can help me with this. I'm the only one who can make this possible. Haha, yah. Finally manage to calm her down. All the best for your O's uh.
And dear, I'm loving you more and more each day! You're my favorite hello and hardest goodbye.. Sometimes i really hate to say goodbye. Cause i can't wait till the next time I'll be seeing you again. I miss you!
12:36 am
Let's start with Saturday, Hmm. He finally found out about us ler. Causing a huge commotion inside the outlet yesterday.. I thought it's about us only.. But even the kitchen staff are talking about it. Why should i even care or guilty about them breaking up? They didn't break because of me.. Hate it when people kept accusing me things that i didn't do. It's not that I'm afraid of him. It's that awkwardness that ruin everything. I definitely not gonna give him face if he continues to be like this. Why should i even be questioned by stuff that doesn't even concern me? Who the hell is he. I seriously don't feel the need to explain anything to him la. The fact is.. Yes, i love Qi Mei. BUT I'm not the one who broke you both up. Get the fucking facts right before you point at anyone. Wake up your freaking idea and see what's wrong with you. And you calling her mum doesn't make any difference. It's so freaking childish can?Yeah, I'm glad that you went back at 9pm on Saturday. Didn't have to feel the awkwardness while doing closing. And thanks for not coming to work this afternoon as well.
So what's wrong with me and Qi mei being together ? I know it's so unexpected and shocked most of you guys. But yes, I'm serious about her. I love her. So who else has comment about it ?
Okok.. Enough of all those stuff. Worked for lunch today. Went to The Cathay to watch "Pandorum" with dear after work. The movie was ok-ok only, Wasn't as good as expected. Yeah, the whole day was fun with you by my side. Tomorrow your school re-open already. Jiayou okay ? :) I'm so looking forward to the next time I'll be seeing you again. I guess I'll post till here. Else she's gonna say that i didn't go to sleep again. Haha
And lastly.. I love you, Qi mei.
Saturday, October 17, 2009, 10:09 am
Saturday! Don't feel like going to work at all.. Super tired :/ Had that super weird dream yesterday night. I wondered why. Lol.I don't know why i kept having the feeling that everyone is trying to get near her. Yeah, As a boyfriend.. Wouldn't you get jealous ? Oh well, i guess i shouldn't care so much.. I guess i'll give her all the freedom she need. Don't wanna stop her from doing anything.. Let's just keep those stuff to myself..
And yeah.. He's coming back to work today. I know you'll definitely feel awkward with him and me around. Let's just put the past away yah ? :) Hopefully i can control my emotion by then.
It's time to prepare for work! Blog again next time ya.
Don't you just hate it when people doesn't reply your messages ? :/
Thursday, October 15, 2009, 2:20 pm
In school blogging now :) Oh well.. Internet at comp fucked up these day. Can't load any webpages out -.- Gonna reformat it some day. Haha.. Time flies uh.. It's already the 6th day we were together already. Haha altho i'm seeing piggy almost everyday. I still miss her!3 more days till piggy's school re-open! Hmm.. Fetching dear from work later at night. I MISS YOU!
School is boring! We're doing all those lame revision everyday.. Lot's of lesson got canceled for no reason. Duh. I seriously don't know what to blog about.. Haha, Till next time people!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009, 12:59 am
First day of school? Hmm, Wasn't as good as i expected.. Took a very short test and then back home. Had a great nap just now and i can't get to sleep right now :/ I feel like accompanying piggy to work tomorrow before i go school!Dear, Sometimes I wish I could take all your problems away. And there's so many things that I want you to know.. I'm felt so touched after seeing what you text me the other day, I almost cried after seeing that message. It was so unexpected yet surprising. The previous night was terrible, I went to the park after you said those thing to me. Didn't have the courage to reply neither answer you call. I'm sorry. I thought alot for that very night. It was 4 am in the morning when i was walking in the park. Tears kept rolling down my cheeks and i thought that it's really over. I still remembered the next day, on the 9th. The first message you text me was " Piggy ". You really sounded like nothing happen yesterday. I felt very depress. And i think again. Is it really over? Guess i was too tired for the day. Slept my afternoon on my sofa. Woke up and saw your nick on msn. What went wrong ? I really don't know what and where you read those " replacement of what piggy " about. I called you straight and wanted to find out what happen. You told me nothing and hung up my call. It felt so strange. That feeling makes me feel that you still care about me. I didn't gave up, I kept messaging you after that. And yeah, You finally said what's on your mind. In the morning you told me that there's something you really really wanna do. I kept asking but you don't wanna tell me. I still remember that very sentence you text-ed me. You said you didn't bear to hurt me, and you finally realize that you really love me. The thing that you wanted to do is to be with me. I thought i was dreaming at first and then i kept reading that message. My heart almost melted. It's like the happiest moment in my life. I took too many things for granted in the past. I don't wanna miss another chance. I'll cherish this relationship with you. I'll do anything and everything just to see you smile. I don't wanna see you sad anymore. I know you had a past. Let's live for the future instead of the past okay? I swear i'll make this last forever. And I'm really serious this time round. No matter what happen, I'll always be there for you. I promise :) I know that I'm not perfect. But all i wanna see is the smile on your face everyday.
I know you're having some problem lately. I wish i could be of help. It really hurt me to see you work like this. Your schedule is worst then a full timer now. I really don't wanna see you breakdown :( Promise me you'll take good care of yourself when I'm not around okay?
Wherever you go, I will be waiting.
Whenever you call, I will be there.
Whatever it takes, I’ll make your darkest days so bright.
I love you.
Sunday, October 11, 2009, 12:37 am
09/10/09, i swear i'll make this last.i ♥ you dear! :)
Friday, October 09, 2009, 1:22 am
Just a short short post for now..Went class chalet on the 7th and 8th
and then outing with sakae people!
Piggy! :)
Behind got someone extra -.-
♥.
Not in the mood for anything now.
Bye readers..
Monday, October 05, 2009, 1:09 am
The reason why you bring others down is because you're insecure of yourself.
On hiatus mode.Super buzy.
Stay tune peeps! ;)
Will be back asap
With love,
JunWei