suddenly heart aching felt as if i owe the world sth and i realise nobody really know anything bout me nobody know what am i thinking bout now and having such pathetic parent aint fun somehow i miss the past.. nobody really know what happen before i don deserve being treated so good so please for fucking sake i dont know what i want might as well end the world many stupid things weighing on my mind right now and theres nobody i could turn to or even tell anyone bout it faked a smile so that nobody knows sigh.