First day of school? Hmm, Wasn't as good as i expected.. Took a very short test and then back home. Had a great nap just now and i can't get to sleep right now :/ I feel like accompanying piggy to work tomorrow before i go school!
Dear, Sometimes I wish I could take all your problems away. And there's so many things that I want you to know.. I'm felt so touched after seeing what you text me the other day, I almost cried after seeing that message. It was so unexpected yet surprising. The previous night was terrible, I went to the park after you said those thing to me. Didn't have the courage to reply neither answer you call. I'm sorry. I thought alot for that very night. It was 4 am in the morning when i was walking in the park. Tears kept rolling down my cheeks and i thought that it's really over. I still remembered the next day, on the 9th. The first message you text me was " Piggy ". You really sounded like nothing happen yesterday. I felt very depress. And i think again. Is it really over? Guess i was too tired for the day. Slept my afternoon on my sofa. Woke up and saw your nick on msn. What went wrong ? I really don't know what and where you read those " replacement of what piggy " about. I called you straight and wanted to find out what happen. You told me nothing and hung up my call. It felt so strange. That feeling makes me feel that you still care about me. I didn't gave up, I kept messaging you after that. And yeah, You finally said what's on your mind. In the morning you told me that there's something you really really wanna do. I kept asking but you don't wanna tell me. I still remember that very sentence you text-ed me. You said you didn't bear to hurt me, and you finally realize that you really love me. The thing that you wanted to do is to be with me. I thought i was dreaming at first and then i kept reading that message. My heart almost melted. It's like the happiest moment in my life. I took too many things for granted in the past. I don't wanna miss another chance. I'll cherish this relationship with you. I'll do anything and everything just to see you smile. I don't wanna see you sad anymore. I know you had a past. Let's live for the future instead of the past okay? I swear i'll make this last forever. And I'm really serious this time round. No matter what happen, I'll always be there for you. I promise :) I know that I'm not perfect. But all i wanna see is the smile on your face everyday.
I know you're having some problem lately. I wish i could be of help. It really hurt me to see you work like this. Your schedule is worst then a full timer now. I really don't wanna see you breakdown :( Promise me you'll take good care of yourself when I'm not around okay?
Wherever you go, I will be waiting. Whenever you call, I will be there. Whatever it takes, I’ll make your darkest days so bright. I love you.